I will praise you, O Lord, among the nations; I will sing of you among the peoples. For great is your love, reaching to the heavens; your faithfulness reaches to the skies. Be exalted, O God, above the heavens; let your glory be over all the earth.
Psalm 57:9-11 (NIV)

Friday, March 29, 2013

Tetelestai

"...So they took Jesus, and he went out, bearing his own cross, to the place called The Place of a Skull, which in Aramaic is called Golgotha. There they crucified him, and with him two others, one on either side, and Jesus between them...When Jesus had received the sour wine, he said, 'It is finished,' and he bowed his head and gave up his spirit." 
- John 19:16-18, 30

Tetelestai is the original Greek word from which we get the translation "It is finished." In Jesus' time, tetelestai was the word written on documents and receipts to show that a bill was paid in full.

My sin and death separated me from God adding up to a debt I could never repay, and the only way back into right relationship with God was Jesus' declaration of "tetelestai," which for me literally means Jesus in my place.  He paid my sin-debt and he paid yours, accomplishing everything necessary for salvation as he defeated sin and death.  What grace, what love, what hope!  Through His death and resurrection I have been freely given life everlasting and communion with God, not because of anything I have done, but because of what Jesus accomplished in my place.

Today, I am remembering the sorrow of Good Friday while looking to the cross with overwhelming joy knowing that my hope is found in nothing less than the saving blood of Jesus Christ. 

"Behold, I have engraved you on the palms of my hands." Isaiah 49:16

Wednesday, March 20, 2013

The Reward of His Suffering

"The Reward of His Suffering," by Matt Papa
Visit http://thereward.org/ for more information 

EVERY PENNY FROM THIS SONG, FOR THE LIFE OF THE SONG, IS DEDICATED TO GLOBAL MISSIONS.

Tuesday, March 19, 2013

The One In Which John Piper Prayed Over Me


In case you missed the big news, this weekend I had the wonderful opportunity to meet Dr. John Piper of Bethlehem Baptist Church in Minneapolis, Minnesota, who is in town for the 2013 Advance the Church Conference.  Dr. Piper preached at the Summit Church this weekend, and it was a joy to meet such a great man of God and have him pray over my life and upcoming decisions... yes, for those of you who know... he prayed over that upcoming decision.  Wow!  What a special moment! 

I’m so thankful for Dr. Piper's faithfulness to the calling God has placed on his life as he continually spurs me on “to spread a passion for the supremacy of God in all things for the joy of all peoples through Jesus Christ” (Dr. Piper’s life mission statement).  The most important thing that I have learned from Dr. Piper is that “God is most glorified in us when we are most satisfied in Him.”  Truth! 

This morning, I re-visited Dr. Piper’s Passion 2013 sermon, which walks through the book of Hebrews and is titled “Embrace Suffering.”  The video recording is almost as good as seeing it live… almost (yes, another reason you should be a Door Holder at Passion 2014!).  In this terrific sermon, Dr. Piper outlines the foundation for enduring and embracing the suffering that will come as we follow Jesus in the path of love as our hearts joyfully treasure the promised reward:  

1)      A pervasive, deep, soul-satisfaction in a future, glorious, Christ-filled hope;
2)      That soul-satisfaction in a Christ-saturated future frees you from self-protecting fear;
3)      And that freedom from self-enhancing, self-enhancing, self-gratifying fear releases you to embrace suffering in the cause of love no matter the cost.

In his sermon, Dr. Piper noted that according to Hebrews 10, our foundation should be “laid [on the truth that we have] a reward that is better, infinitely better.  ‘In your presence is fullness of joy; at your right hand are pleasures forever more’ (Psalm 16:11).  Nothing the world can offer – or take – can compare with that; and therefore, [we] are free from our self-protecting fear… and [we] will love out of this hope!”

Therefore, we "embrace suffering for the sake of love because of the indestructible hope which is God’s relation to us in Jesus!"

“Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or danger, or sword?  As it is written, ‘For your sake are being killed all the day long; we are regarded as sheep to be slaughtered.’  No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.” Romans 8:35-39

Friday, March 15, 2013

Happy Birthday DC!

This little boy is three years old today! Happy birthday Darcy Cat! 
(In case you were wondering, D.C. also stands for "darn" cat, which  is my Dad's, ah-hem, loving nickname for Darcy.)

The many faces of D.C.

Lovin' life in his tutu.

Best fwends. Cousins. Frenemies.

I promise I'm really not a cat lady... this little bug is just so sweet! 
And he thinks he's a dog, so we get along just fine :)

Monday, March 4, 2013

Clearing the Stage


This morning at work, I was listening to Jimmy Needham – he’s one of my “go to” artists and I definitely recommend all of his music – and a few verses of the song “Clear the Stage” caught my attention:

“Tell your friends that this is where the party ends
Until you're broken for your sins, you can't be social.
Then seek the Lord and wait for what He has in store 
And know that great is your reward, so just be hopeful.

Take a break from all the plans that you have made
And sit at home alone and wait for God to whisper.
Beg Him please to open up His mouth and speak
And pray for real upon your knees until they blister.
Shine the light on every corner of your life
Until the pride and lust and lies are in the open
Then read the Word and put to test the things you've heard
Until your heart and soul are stirred and rocked and broken”

So, I want to ask you… how often do you truly humble yourself before God’s throne and seek His presence?  How often do you step out of your daily life, setting apart quiet time to be still with God?  How often do you bare your heart before the Father and ask Him to transform you, mold you, break you?  And, I’m talking about more than a daily quiet time.

If this isn't a regular part of your walk with God, then maybe it’s time to consider asking yourself why you aren't purposefully dwelling in the presence of God.  Maybe you’re afraid of what He’ll ask you to do or what He might say?  Maybe you’re afraid that He won’t look upon you because of the sin in your life? Maybe you are just making excuses because you’re lazy?  It’s time to get honest with yourself and with God.  The only way we can do battle against our sin is with the power of God working in and through us:  His might, His strength, His wisdom, and His salvation for our good and His glory.

Let me encourage you to carve out special, extended time to abide with Christ.  It may mean taking an extra vacation day or setting aside a few hours on a Saturday afternoon.  Pick a spot where you can be completely focused and free from distractions.  (For me personally, I prefer to go to a quiet lake or peaceful park where I can be outside.)  Turn off your phone and leave your iPad at home.  Go alone, just you and God.  Take your Bible, a notebook, and some tissues (because I guarantee you that you will be moved to tears in the presence of our holy God).  Talk to God, use your voice.  Get on your knees and pray.  Sing and rejoice because of the grace and mercy you have been shown.  Bask in His light and love. 

Purposefully abiding with Christ is such a precious privilege.  Jesus came to earth, fully man and fully God, lived the life I could never live, died the death I deserved to die, and defeated sin and death when he rose from the grave and took his position at the right hand of God.  Because of that profound truth, I – me! a sinner! – have been given the incredible ability to dwell with the Most High God.  You have the same privilege. 

Right now as I am in a time of decision making, it has been so crucial for me to carve out purposeful time to pursue God and commune with him.  First and foremost, my objective is to grow in love and adoration for my Savior as I give him honor and glory.  And secondly, there are a few things for which I need God’s wisdom and the guidance of the Holy Spirit.  It’s my joy to be still before the Lord.  And I know that God delights in me when I delight in Him!  

So, whether you need God to speak into your life, break an idol, free you from a sin, or exchange truth for a lie you are believing, be purposeful about carving out intentional time to sit in God’s presence.  Bow before the throne, leave your day-to-day life behind, and soak in the goodness and faithfulness of our Father.  He will hear your cries.  He will act.  He will meet you in a wave of love and grace.  I promise you that He will overwhelm you with His lovingkindess.  


PS:  Consider fasting in conjunction with purposeful time set apart for God.  If you're interested in fasting or just want to learn more, let me point you to a series of posts by my pastor JD Greear that you will certainly find helpful and encouraging:

Friday, February 22, 2013

We are called. We are loved. We are kept.



C.J. Mahaney, Pastor of Sovereign Grace Church of Louisville, KY, preaches from Jude 1 on those who are called and kept for Christ’s purposes at the 2013 20/20 Conference at South Eastern Baptist Theological Seminary

This is truly one of the best sermons I have ever heard.  Please take an hour to listen to this encouraging message - you won't be the same after hearing these affirming words about God's great love for you.  

Wisdom from Amma

Here's a little wisdom from Amy Carmichael, known lovingly as "Amma" (mother) by her children and fellowship family in India.  In this section of A Chance to Die, a biography written by Elisabeth Elliot, Amy Carmichael addresses seeking guidance from the Lord before making a decision, discerning a calling, and then standing firm against the enemy's attacks after you surrender to that calling and God's will.  There is great wisdom in her words that has been very helpful to me over the last few weeks.  I hope you will also find strength and encouragement from Amma today.

Finding guidance from the Lord:  “They found that [guidance] came through circumstances, through careful thought, through the general feeling which followed prayer and fasting, by an impelling sense of duty, or a word from the Lord.  This ‘word’ might be something remembered at the crucial moment, or a direct command… [a] word which ‘doth in a way known to Himself twine and bind the heart which way He pleaseth.'”  To this point, Carmichael “quoted Westcott’s note on John 12:28, 29, ‘The apprehension of the divine voice depends upon a man’s capacity for hearing.’”

Knowing your calling: “As for a ‘call,’ this was a matter of waiting at the Lord’s feel for quiet assurance. ‘A call is just that.’”

Standing against opposition:  After discerning and acting upon a calling, "let her prepare her heart for temptations… She will be instantly set up against all sorts of attack and this will increase after she takes the next step."  Carmichael suffered many attacks from the enemy, “and no wonder.  Her aims were otherworldly.  The purer the aim, the more vehement the opposition, human and spiritual, ‘for our fight is not against any physical enemy:  It is against the organizations and powers that are spiritual.  We are up against the unseen power that controls this dark world, and spiritual agents from the very headquarters of evil.’”

All quotes taken directly from, A Chance to Die, by Elisabeth Elliot

Wednesday, February 20, 2013

Writing, Reading, Baking, and Snowing: An Update

As you can see, I've put some work into giving this little blog a bit of a face lift - it's much prettier now, don't you think?!

In the past few days, here's what I've been...

WRITING
 Check out the aritcle I wrote for Global Hope India's latest newsletter here.

READING
I have found this newly released book to be so encouraging and challenging - pick up your copy on Amazon! I'm so thankful for this Summit family and their story. 

 & BAKING
Snowy days are perfect for baking strawberry blueberry bread.  Delicious! 

Yes, it really did snow again! Here's proof:

Stay tuned for more updates! 

Monday, January 28, 2013

Substituting the Spirit

“We may as well face it: the whole level of spirituality among us is low. We have measured ourselves by ourselves until the incentive to seek higher plateaus in the things of the Spirit is all but gone… (We) have imitated the world, sought popular favor, manufactured delights to substitute for the joy of the Lord, and produced a cheap and synthetic power to substitute for the power of the Holy Ghost.” 
-A. W. Tozer

Thursday, January 24, 2013

What's in a Wordle?

Have you ever thought about the words you use?  Through Wordle, I was able to analyze my blog posts, looking at the frequency with which I use certain words.  It's fun to step back and take this "big picture" look at my writing.  I guess I'm not too surprised by what I found out :)



Tuesday, January 22, 2013

Sisters of the Common Life

In her biography of Amy Carmichael, missionary to India for fifty-three years, Elisabeth Elliot discusses the ways in which Amy sought to disciple the women who joined her family as fellow servants and laborers for Christ.  What strikes me in particular about this extraordinary group is the “confession of love” that each woman committed to before gaining admittance to the group, which was known as the Sisters of the Common Life.  I love how this poetic vow summaries the core truths each aspired to as they desired nothing less than godliness and perfect devotion to Jesus Christ. The confession of love is recounted by Elliot on pages 241-242 of A Chance to Die:

My Vow.
Whatsoever Thou sayest unto me, by Thy grace I will do it.

My Constraint.
Thou art able to keep that which I have committed unto Thee.

My Joy.
To do Thy will, O God.

My Discipline.
That which I would not choose, but which Thy love appoints.

My Prayer.
Conform my will to Thine.

My Motto.
Love to live, live to love.

My Portion.
The Lord is the portion of mine inheritance. 

Teach us, good Lord, to serve Thee as Thou deservest; to give and not to count the cost; to fight and not to heed the wounds; to toil and not to seek for rest; to labor and not to ask for any reward save that of knowing that we do Thy will, O Lord our God. 

May we, women of God and fellow heirs to this sisterhood, take up the servant's heart and commit our lives to the pursuit of nothing less than whole-hearted love and devotion to our God. 

Thursday, January 17, 2013

Happy Birthday Blog! You're 2 Years Old

I can't believe it's been two years since I began this little blog of mine.  It's been so much fun to have an outlet for my writing

I also can't believe how life has changed in those two short years... when I started this adventure, I was knee-deep in graduate school, spending sleepless nights grading student papers on "why Odysseus is a hero," and maintaining a full schedule of volunteer activities.  Since then, I have:

- Traveled!  My trips to South East Asia and Central Asia certainly top the list :)
- Became a Master... by finishing my M.A. degree
- Started an incredible job... and then got promoted to a job I love three months later!
- Narrowed down my volunteer activities so I can truly pour myself into the things about which I am passionate
- Made many sweet new friends (who live as close as the room next to mine and as far away as cities around the world)
- Bought a car!
- Gained a puppy nephew that I love to spoil rotten
- Read 42 books
- Ran through a field of sunflowers in the countryside of one of the most beautiful countries (bucket list item - check!)
- Lived in three different houses... all within 5 minutes of each other
- Stood by my Mom's side as she kicked cancer's butt (bravest, strongest woman I know!)
- Finally made it to Passion as a "door holder" (an incredible experience that really deserves its own blog post)
- Grown, changed, laughed, loved, learned, and so many other things - I am thankful.

It's been an exciting couple of years, and I am so thankful for the many ways I see God working in my life, perfectly orchestrating even the tiniest details to weave together my story.  Every day I'm learning more and more about what it means to abide with Christ and dwell in His presence.  I'm so looking forward to the things to come and I can't wait to share a little bit of my journey with you. 

Just for fun, here are a few of my favorite posts from the last two years:



I'm Not On Hold - May 25, 2012

A Piece of My Heart - June 26, 2012

So Much More to Come - July 10, 2012

Living Every Day on Purpose - July 24, 2012

A Lesson on Potting Soil - July 30, 2012

Waiting Expectantly - December 7, 2012